Ms. Nobody

Not highly important, not very significant, but still here.
What do you do with your life, if you look back, and see no great impact anywhere? What have I done? Who have I helped? Why does my life matter?
On a scale from one to ten, I think I'm a four in the matter of great impact. Who would be effected if tomorrow, I was not there?
Not talkking about suicide here, don't worry. I'm just saying. I think it's important thing to ponder. Who have I helped today? Did I make a differnce for anybody? It was a day-off for me and you know what I did? Nothing. For who? For me. I did not do one thing for another person. How lame! I spend so much time on doing nothing. This must change.
And not just on a day to day level either. I need to think about who I'm living for. If I live for myself, all I gain is lonliness, if I live for others, (primarily my God, with whom all things are possible) then I gain comfort, and security that others will up-hold me, like I have done for them. (If I actually do, there's the kicker.)
What will you choose to live for today? Go easy on yourself. I'm self-scolding a bit here.
"Love much and many," Mon Ami says.